Monday, January 8, 2007

the frustration that is andrew

ok so courtney says hes a weirdo...and he is. but i still like him, i dont know why but i do.

AB is how i will refer to him. He literally is an enigma, i dont know how else to describe him. He knows exactly what he wants with his life career-wise. relationships? i dont know why i expect him to explain it to me when he doesnt quite get it himself. at least i dont think he does. he would like to act like my boyfriend, talk to me like a boyfriend, do things with me that boyfriends do, but he doesnt want to be a boyfriend. and heaven forbid i act like a girlfriend! this is why i say i'm not "allowed to fall in love" with him.

*slight side bar* *i KNOW this is the cheesiest blog ever and i'm sorry*

to be completely honest,i am scared of the "L" word and i think it is used when people dont mean it. but this boy has an intense potential to make me fall in love with him, maybe its cuz he doesnt want me to so i want to. i dont know. this blog is turning into a big clusterfuck of rambling. ahhh christ. this whole thing makes no sense.

POBS

1 comment:

courtney said...

*sigh*

he *is* weird but that doesn't mean he's not *dreeeeamy*

well ok. i just had to compete with your cheese. :D