duuuuuude, where's my life?

i had possibly the most eventful weekend. got asked on a date, had a massive fight with andrew, went to a semi pro basketball game, got drunk with randoms, took lots of pics, went on my first "real date" that ended horribly, which made me realize i am, in fact, in love with andrew. dont worry all of this will be broken down into seperate stories.



where to start. hmm i'll start with the basketball game because it was the most uneventful thing. we went to a wizards game, whoopdie shit. the end. well i guess andrew came with...thats the end.



we went to a random house party again, and i got drunk, and i am the beer pong champ.
and was asked about 5 times who i wanted to sleep with that night "umm i dont know any of you creepers, and i dont care that you drive a cadillac, i dont sleep with anyone i dont know but thank you."

which brings me to DA-DADA-DA! the date, and everything that insued from this "date".
friday, friend of a friend asks me on a date, i decided i could go because, hey andrew is NOT dating me, and i want to see if i can actually date other people. ok that was the intro, of sorts.

friday: date planned
when: monday
time: six pm
what: supposed to be dinner
where: unknown as of friday

okay this is what it ended up being, saturday after the b-ball game andrew and i got into a fight about a lot of things and not just the date. anyways so monday i end up going to this guys friends apartment. he got me drunk...really drunk with HAMMS beer, i dont know if you've had hamms beer, but it is the lowest form of beer you could possibly drink, in fact i'm not even sure its so much beer as some kind of mixture of urine mixed together from various animals and left to ferment for a couple of weeks. okay, so i was drunk, fine. then we decide to leave to go to his house, his house which he failed to mention before is his MOMS house and he still lives there. (did i mention this guy is the epitome of emo, i hate the world and everyone in it type of dude? major downer.) anyway he immediately starts making out with me, calling me baby (mostly cuz he couldnt remember my name i'm guessing) and asking me what i wanted, to which i replied several times, "i dont want anything." (oh and at one point he bit my ear so hard i thought he was trying to pierce my lobe with his teeth, not to mention ITS SWOLLEN) then he says, "i want to have sex with you really bad." me, "i'm sorry i'm not having sex with you." and okay, you need to literally brace yourself for what happens next. he says, "well than i am going in the bathroom and masturbating." AND HE DID...HE WENT INTO THE BATHROOM AND WHACKED IT. i sat at his dining room table and chain smoked waiting for him to be done. and if you dont believe it, this story gets better. he comes out of the bathroom and goes off, literally. "i'm probably never going to talk to you again, you have a shitty personality, a very generic personality and i dont care to have a friendship with you. are you ready to go home?"

and you know what? i didnt even CARE that he said those hurtful things to me, because the moment he kissed me i realized something. *this is so cheesy* i realized that andrew is the only person i want to kiss...ever. and decided andrew needed to know this, so after the asshole dropped me off, i told andrew the exact same sentence above...he is the only person i want to kiss and such, and he said it was a lot to take in, and i havent talked to him since...i may not get the response i want, but i'm glad i told him. and if you are a little dense, i said the kissing thing because i couldnt just come out and say the "L" word because i am scared of the "L" word...so...i think thats all for now ta ta

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