guitars,moulin rouge, and connie and carla. oh and the most adorable picture of me and courtney. ever.

number 1. i am going to watch moulin rouge immediately after posting this because i am the sparkling diamond. deal with it. and who doesnt love a musical montage of songs about love? especially when they throw the beatles in it. hello? admittedly, i didnt like it the first time i watched it, i felt like i needed to be intoxicated or high on somethin other than life to like it. but then i watched it a few more times. and lets just say, WHO KNEW THAT EWAN MCGREGOR AND NICOLE KIDMAN COULD SING! and ewan, ahhhh ewan, as i told courtney, he is sex on a big ol' movie-like stick. and i am completely okay with it.

number 2. have you ever seen connie and carla? it. is. effing. hilarious. its about two girls that see their boss get murdered so they move to like LA or somewhere and start a dinner theater with a bunch of drag queens. it is one of the cheesiest movies ever. but cheese is delicious, and you better remember that.

number 3. i know there has been multiple posts by both me and courtney about the fantastical weekend that was *BISMARCK* but it was just that good. i need to become musical so that when courtney and boy wonder rock out, i can be a part of it rather then sit there like a lame duck and tape it, i mean it does need to get taped somehow, but that chimp i bought today should be able to handle those duties. that brings me to the 4th and possibly best part of my post.

number 4. my friend tyler who is a musician plays amazing guitar. and he does lessons for people every once in a while. he charges most people 50 bucks an hour, but since i am fantastic and super special i get his services FREE. thats right, i get to become a 20 year old prodigy (dont worry that IS a joke haha) for FREE. i. am. so. excited. i need a guitar before we start tho, and that means spending money i probably shouldnt. BUT, today i was in the mart of k (k mart for those who dont speak excited keek) and they had a piddily little guitar for 50 bucks, and yes i am well aware that it is possibly the crappiest guitar ever in life but its a good starter right? i am so excited you dont even know, if you ask courtney she will tell you i have been talking about playing an instrument FOR-EV-ER so that i can be musical because i love music so much i want to be able to do it and participate and not just listen to it. because well shes amazing, boy wonder is just that, and tyler is possibly one of the most talented guitar players i have ever heard. even if he is a poser punk (hehe). okay well thats all for now

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just wanted to share.

hahahaha, me and courtney made this one night...i personally think its hilarious. hope you like.

you have no idea the amount of pain i can bring upon you. :P

This is Courtney and Killian coming to you live from Killian's bedroom, Sunday afternoon. What up, yo.

For all you big time loser faces out there, what did YOU do this weekend?...because we rocked the socks of 100s of Bismarck-ians, and it was awesome.

I (Courtney) would venture to guess that this was probably the best weekend of my. entire. life. For many, many reasons of course, but first and foremost because Killian let me sleep on her air mattress. I mean, come on guys, that's friendship. and I (Killian) had an amazing time because i got to go to the BMR concert for FREE (if anyone asks, courtney and i were the sound and lighting crew, sitting in the sound booth). I (Courtney) even got to dim the lights once! Rock. On.

And as far as BMR is concerned, they pretty much exceeded expectations. Yall know how excited I was to come see them, and by george, they were better than I ever imagined (and I've seen them before!)

So, other things happened too. We saw Kacey (yaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay) and found that she was still, well....Kacey. We also drove around in my car and made music videos...which are dark, but still really effing hilarious. (they'll be on youtube eventually). today we are filming courtney sing, just because shes that good. but it isnt happening until Presto: boy wonder gets up, apparently he didnt go to sleep until noon. suck.

Why wasn't Boy Wonder in bed till noon you ask? Well, there was a rockin party for the band and all the sponsors that helped bring them here after the show last night(which, *ahem* I got to go to. Because, like I've said before, I'm just special like that) and apparently since the band and the boys had so much fun drinking Pabst and making snow angels (in icy snow) at the hotel the night before, they decided to relive it.

I (Killian) mostly just vote that Courtney stays because the weather is, well north dakota weather and the weekend went pretty fast. duh.

And I (Courtney) wish I could stay, but the roads are actually probably better today than they were Friday, so I really have no good excuse to stay. Except that being here is definitely a rockin' good time.

Hmm, ya know, even when someone is sitting next to me, doing a co-blog, i (killian) still have absolutely nothing interesting to say. bah.

And I'm running low on entertainment fuel as well... andwhat I have left I've gotta save for the camera, baby. I'm ready for my close up, Miss Killian!

And so, this is Courtney and Killian, live from Killian's bedroom in Bismarck, 2:02 pm, signing off.

you know you're stunning, you're absolutely stunning.

ok, i am OB.SESS.ED with my black rimmed glasses. they are fake. but i am pretty much self centered when i have them on because i think i look effing hot. and courtney and andrew dont make it ANY better by telling me that i DO look amazing. *sigh* anyways thats not what my blog is about i just wanted to tell you why i keep posting pics of me in the glasses *hehe*.

on to the main event.

have you ever noticed i dont ever use proper grammar and puncuation in this thing? if my mother ever read it she would fa-lip out hardcore. my mom is like grammar queen. but hey i'm not writing a book, or an article or anything so WHAT THE F EVER. i decided this is the one plae i dont HAVE to be grammatically correct. and i dont have to worry about spelling cuz i. just. dont. care. ya know, this still isnt want i want to write about. i just feel like being random today.

OKAY, courtney just made me listen to a jason song that i had but i hadnt listened to, which is a crime but i am in love with now. okay? get off my back! it is the "most sexual song in the world" as courtney said, and ya know i think she is right, there has been a lot of songs about sex, but, seriously? this deserves lyrics being posted. wow. read it and let in soak in, and maybe even download that bizniz haha. POBS!

O. Lover
Jason "amazing" Mraz

What's the worst thing that could happen?
We could change our minds.
That seems to be the hottest topic at this time.
We're sitting around in the meditation, dragging, chasing,
Wonderin?whose holdin?whose got the will to draw the line.

I know you've got something burning up inside,
It's so unhealthy but so good for me, oh!
Said if I didn't know, and if I didn't know, well if I didn't know that you loved me would you tempt me?
Well God only knows our contradiction's to quitting, is a hate to love relationship thing.
A fire under you is so fulfilling,
I fear there's nothing more.

I'm giving, giving you, the choke hold,
My flirting with disaster is modern love.
Ugggh you, you're so bold,
My wanting to kiss you still is not enough.
I'm getting over, all the comments.
Unfriendly statements made by people are nonsense.
I'm getting stronger, by the minute.
And once I slip into position I'll swing you and turn you all around.

You are the sweetest thing I've found since whenever,
You're the only way my time is measured.
You might be the silent type,
But your advertising louder now.
It's crazy how you're killing me.
Woo, you're killing me, but I like your

Red top and matching bottoms.
You know the one, the ones you got on,
Pull them over your skinny self
But don't cover your tattoo.
Woo, cause I like to look at you, yeah,
I love that smell on you,
And I got your special place against this face for tasting too.

And I like it natural,
No need for chemicals.
Sparkening up my senses
You're making it sense
You're calling it sexual.

And you're going to get yours, my lady.
Might even be today.
And it ain't no thing 'cause I'll be rolling right along with you-woo-woo.

You are the sweetest thing I've found since whenever.
You're the only way my time is measured.
You might be the silent type.
But you're advertising louder now.
It's crazy how you're killing me.
And give us both a break.
And to give us back a taste when the way things were before they made the laws,
And to give us both a chance,
But it won't be the last romance cause when the weekend starts the guilty party's on.

[Scatting]

BREAKDOWN!!
Weekend party's over,
Don't stop, let's get closer.
Friday, got cold shoulder,
Monday, got a new composure.

Weekend party's over,
Don't stop, let's get lower.
I won't blow your cover,
Opportunistic lover.

Weekend party's over,
Don't stop, let's get closer.
Friday's mediocre,
Monday, I'm self-exposed now.

Weekend party's over,
Don't stop, let's suppose-ah
I won't blow your cover
Opportunistic lover.

i never loved nobody fully, always one foot on the ground.

school, kids, is now in session




yeah thats just cuz i call those my sexy librarian glasses.

anyways, this song by the amazing Regina Spektor, kind of describes my newly found state of the "L" word. this is kind of a cop-out blog, sorry court, i say court cuz you are the only person that reads this haha!


(Shake it up)

I never loved nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost in the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all of these words
I hear in my mind all this music

And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
It breaks my heart

And suppose I never ever met you
Suppose we never fell in love
Suppose I never ever let you kiss me so sweet and so soft
Suppose I never ever saw you
Suppose we never ever called
Suppose I kept on singing love songs just to break my own fall
Just to break my fall
Just to break my fall
Just to break my fall
Break my fall
Break my fall

All my friends say that of course its gonna get better
Gonna get better
Better better better better
Better better better

I never love nobody fully
Always one foot on the ground
And by protecting my heart truly
I got lost
In the sounds
I hear in my mind
All these voices
I hear in my mind all these words
I hear in my mind
All this music
And it breaks my heart
And It breaks my heart

I hear in my mind
All of these voices
I hear in my mind all of these words
I hear in my mind
All of this music
And it breaks my heart
And it breaks my heart
It Breaks my
Heart
Breaks my heart
and it breaks my heart
it breaks my heart
and it breaks my heart
and it breaks my heart

duuuuuude, where's my life?

i had possibly the most eventful weekend. got asked on a date, had a massive fight with andrew, went to a semi pro basketball game, got drunk with randoms, took lots of pics, went on my first "real date" that ended horribly, which made me realize i am, in fact, in love with andrew. dont worry all of this will be broken down into seperate stories.



where to start. hmm i'll start with the basketball game because it was the most uneventful thing. we went to a wizards game, whoopdie shit. the end. well i guess andrew came with...thats the end.



we went to a random house party again, and i got drunk, and i am the beer pong champ.
and was asked about 5 times who i wanted to sleep with that night "umm i dont know any of you creepers, and i dont care that you drive a cadillac, i dont sleep with anyone i dont know but thank you."

which brings me to DA-DADA-DA! the date, and everything that insued from this "date".
friday, friend of a friend asks me on a date, i decided i could go because, hey andrew is NOT dating me, and i want to see if i can actually date other people. ok that was the intro, of sorts.

friday: date planned
when: monday
time: six pm
what: supposed to be dinner
where: unknown as of friday

okay this is what it ended up being, saturday after the b-ball game andrew and i got into a fight about a lot of things and not just the date. anyways so monday i end up going to this guys friends apartment. he got me drunk...really drunk with HAMMS beer, i dont know if you've had hamms beer, but it is the lowest form of beer you could possibly drink, in fact i'm not even sure its so much beer as some kind of mixture of urine mixed together from various animals and left to ferment for a couple of weeks. okay, so i was drunk, fine. then we decide to leave to go to his house, his house which he failed to mention before is his MOMS house and he still lives there. (did i mention this guy is the epitome of emo, i hate the world and everyone in it type of dude? major downer.) anyway he immediately starts making out with me, calling me baby (mostly cuz he couldnt remember my name i'm guessing) and asking me what i wanted, to which i replied several times, "i dont want anything." (oh and at one point he bit my ear so hard i thought he was trying to pierce my lobe with his teeth, not to mention ITS SWOLLEN) then he says, "i want to have sex with you really bad." me, "i'm sorry i'm not having sex with you." and okay, you need to literally brace yourself for what happens next. he says, "well than i am going in the bathroom and masturbating." AND HE DID...HE WENT INTO THE BATHROOM AND WHACKED IT. i sat at his dining room table and chain smoked waiting for him to be done. and if you dont believe it, this story gets better. he comes out of the bathroom and goes off, literally. "i'm probably never going to talk to you again, you have a shitty personality, a very generic personality and i dont care to have a friendship with you. are you ready to go home?"

and you know what? i didnt even CARE that he said those hurtful things to me, because the moment he kissed me i realized something. *this is so cheesy* i realized that andrew is the only person i want to kiss...ever. and decided andrew needed to know this, so after the asshole dropped me off, i told andrew the exact same sentence above...he is the only person i want to kiss and such, and he said it was a lot to take in, and i havent talked to him since...i may not get the response i want, but i'm glad i told him. and if you are a little dense, i said the kissing thing because i couldnt just come out and say the "L" word because i am scared of the "L" word...so...i think thats all for now ta ta

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i still *heart* him...

JASON MRAZ IS SOOOOO amazing. i know what you're thinkin', "uh didnt she blog about him last time?" why yes, yes i did...and i DONT CARE WHAT YOU MIGHT THINK ABOUT ME, YOU'LL GET BY WITHOUT ME IF YOU WANT! *hehe*

and besides last time was just his amazing and witty lyrics and thanking courtney for her amazingness to know of jasons amazingness.

dude, if you dont listen to jason mraz:
1. you are stupid
2. what are you thinking?
3. down. load. now.

some starters are *obviously* beauty in ugly, the joker/everything i own, the remedy, you and i, curbside prophet, shy (thats actually by tristan prettyman but jason sings on that one), i'll do anything, too much food

haha starters, who am i kidding?! thats quite a few starter songs...they are all good okay?! download them! i dont care if you do it legally or illegally...JUST DO IT.

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